Monday, 24 January 2005 - 1:51 PM EST

Thank you for this wonderful and timely post.

Tuesday, 25 January 2005 - 11:25 AM EST

I believe I am one of those that thinks my 'ego' is gone and I know it's not..Dyanna, you told me a couple days ago 'you believe your ego is gone and that's ok'..well, I didn't get it then, but I do now..I am definitely going to work on getting my ego totally out of my life 'here and now'.

Thursday, 27 January 2005 - 4:14 AM EST

I know what you posted on the 24th is so right,but the dark side keeps suggesting that after all this time the lack of pysical signs is a sign in itself that thi9s is not to be.I have been feeling"off" the last couple of days and wonder if I am just picking up on her energy and she is feeling the same way? I have a sense of "knowing" in all other areas of my life and have no difficulty in trusting my higher self, which always comes through.Why do I find this so difficult?
Bemused Maurie

Thursday, 27 January 2005 - 10:10 AM EST

Maurie again you are reflecting her fears and "hearing" in a way the things that she is having whispered in her ears by chaos it is these thoughts that made her stop the forward progress and take a side road. Add that to a mix of chaos trying to push your buttons...No one can end a twin flame relationship but discouragement can make you walk away...Unfortunately she is finding that the return path is difficult and scary...It is one of the reason I recommend that you listen to your heart and your soul all other voices can only cause trouble ...Only one of you need carry the hope and love forward it may take a bit the other half of the soul will join you...Please check out the last two posting on the Twin Flame Forum perhaps they can help add a bit more prespective..

Tuesday, 1 February 2005 - 11:39 AM EST

i had a dream while taling to my tf higher self it told me he was ging to ask me to come back home i said i told him he could and it said i will tell him again lady d told me to keep doing what im doing so i am i also talk to my higher slef and is working on getting myself together so when my tw do come back things will be different im so glad lady d told me abut the higher slef i never knew

Wednesday, 2 February 2005 - 8:12 PM EST

My experience of losing my ego for good.

Trust was an issue for me also, like Maurie, I could trust my HS not to steer me wrong on any part of my life except my TF, it's amazing how chaos and our 'ego's can do that to us!

This past weekend, I said 'goodbye' to my ego for good, I do think I consiously had this thought "from now on I am just going to listen'. I didn't make the connection until I was talking to Dyanna last night, that I had finally gotten rid of my ego.

This goes deeper than trust, deeper than 'no doubt'..I know it just 'is' now, I know that I can just 'be' now, I know that I can 'live in the moment'. I don't wonder about tomorrow, I don't wonder if I will ever physically see my twin again, I don't wonder if he will ever contact me again. I know I would LOVE to have him contact me, and be with me physically, I also KNOW that he is with me with every single breath I take and he always will be until the end of time and it doesn't make me sad, it makes me incredibly happy!!!!

That in itself gives me the tremendous strength to keep moving, keep growing, keep learning.

I love this transformation I have been through over the last week or so. It is an amazing feeling to be able to just 'be'.