Wednesday, 5 January 2005 - 2:12 AM EST

What I am struggling with is the lack of "physical "signs from S that things are moving forward,yet when I gave it over to my higher self I got all sorts of signs that it was OK and would move forward.I am tired of the lack of physical progress and now they are looking for a new home I think well here we go again...no progress towards being together.I know I should have faith and focus on what I wantbut am struggling to do this.I know you don't have the answer---just rambling. Maurie

Wednesday, 5 January 2005 - 6:02 PM EST

Maurie I understand the need for physical signs...however everything that occurs in the physical must first occur in the spiritual...which is why so much of the work directed at making the relationship work needs to be directed at the higher selves while we protect and prepare the physical body through affirmations to receive the higher self that will not only give you physical signs but bring the body forward to you... the "physical body" is the "clothing" that the soul has chosen to "wear" in this life time if you focus on the clothes instead of that which makes them what they are we are greeted with the same disappointment we would receive if we focused on a dress or a suit...there is minimal response or activity until someone puts on the dress or suite, it is much the same with the physical body it tends to just hang there (go through a routine and be moved by whatever bumps into it most times it attracts "dark" energy in thatlimbo state) until it is animated and directed by soul energy that is when positive signs come your way from the body...

Thursday, 20 January 2005 - 11:21 AM EST

Somethings are happening with my TF, who is now awake and aware of our connection. He's talked to me yesterday morning and this morning for quite some time. I am not sure where he is on 'this' though, I know his HS is trying to get 'the body' to call me on the phone, but still the body is balking..though (suprisingly) I am not feeling any resistance from the body (atleast physically). He is aware that we ARE talking 'here and now', it's not his imagination. I want to do something in the physical to let him know that I know he knows!!! But at this time, I am not being given instructions to do that..I know this is all part of his acceptance, and he does have someone that he can run things past when he experiences something with me, actually they were both on the phone with him this a.m uring him to call me, he says he will and then it doesn't manifest at that moment.

Right now for me, knowing he knows, and knowing he knows I know..is making it hard for me to be patient with him, it really is driving me alittle crazy. So someone can explain to me 'how he can know in his mind and heart that we have this beautiful connection, but still he holds back physically?' I can see he is sitting at his desk trying to work, but cannot concentrate, he keeps throwing his pencil down and putting his head in his hands..he's doing it right now..what can I do other than 'continue to send love' which is what I do constantly every minute of everyday..to help him? Is that enough? I also do my affirmations, and I clear him constantly. Which by the way seems to work for everything/everyone around me, but him..

I know we've used this phrase: resistance is futile..believe it or not, that is our Horoscope for today..I thought that was incredible!

Thursday, 20 January 2005 - 6:24 PM EST

the love i feel for my twin flame is off the charts...not a day goes by that i don't let him know this...but not physicaly...or let him hear how much i want him in my life...it has become second nature for me to do this...his physical body means nothing without his higher self in tact...and yes, he does know and hear that often...

Thursday, 20 January 2005 - 7:58 PM EST

You can do nothing more than wait patiently while his body argues with his ego over the validity of what he is feeling..At some point he will become aggrevated with his own ego...you clear him of chaos but you can not remove the ego he truly must battle that himself...that is what you are witnessing sending love to the higher self will give him the strength he needs but you must remind the higher self that he has the right to help the body battle the ego...