Saturday, 11 December 2004 - 12:41 PM EST

i want to thank lady d for helping me with my relationship with a certain someone who doesnt have a clue what he has but lady d reassurred me to hang in there do me and things will start to unfold in the geginning of next year i will try not to worry abou the time frames casue it will caused things longer to happen but i will continue to come to lady d for advice she is accurate and friendly ans see things no one else does she is a trusted friend.

Saturday, 11 December 2004 - 12:41 PM EST

i want to thank lady d for helping me with my relationship with a certain someone who doesnt have a clue what he has but lady d reassurred me to hang in there do me and things will start to unfold in the geginning of next year i will try not to worry abou the time frames casue it will caused things longer to happen but i will continue to come to lady d for advice she is accurate and friendly ans see things no one else does she is a trusted friend.

Saturday, 1 January 2005 - 1:10 PM EST

I am here to tell each and everyone of you that the time is now for you to grab yourself up by the frigging seat of your pants, push to the curb for roadside pick-up all the lousy dark things that you have allowed to creep into your life and listen to your higherselves, your inner voice (your not insane, by the way)and start having the life you want and deserve and not what you have now...My wonderful and beautiful friend, mother and all that is love and warm can talk to you until she is blue in the face and exhausted (daily) but until you take action in your own way in your own higherself's way you will not escape the darkness. The confidence in yourself she is trying to help you build is being pushed and shoved and poked and prodded by the dark daily to take your mind from everything you know you need to do. STAND UP ON YOUR OWN TWO FEET! YOU CAN DO IT! Trust me I still talk to her but we need the forces to become bigger and stronger than we are now and if we don't take our own action and she continues to spend time on the same ones (and you know who you are) then that leaves her no time for the ones that are coming in new and need her more than us. You don't go to school to stay in the same grade, do you? Trust me again to say that I know she loves each and everyone of us and wants us all to be happy and through her help we can, but we must help ourselves as well. And now you might say who the hell does she think she is?
I was just married New Years Eve to my twin flame. Let's put it this way...after I cleaned myself up and then I took a challenge of even greater size and helped him see life in a perspective that he could get a grip on, our love and bond that we share will not be seperated. WORK? Hell ya. Alot of talking with our good friend and then alot of doing on my part and when I slacked off the quality of my life slacked off. We are the ones they thought would never make it. As the bestman that came in as a replacement 2 days before because of an illness in the family of the original bestman said..."They say that good comes to those that wait and these two are a prime example of that." Not to mention the fact that his extremely trolly father had said he would pay for a $1000 open bar, which we did not need but he was adiment he do...and the 1 month before the wedding called the bar owner and backed out of and never told us until we found out two weeks before the wedding through the grapevine and not from the dark bitch he has for a mother here(if you know what I mean)that is busy stealing money from him, oh I could just go on and on. But I am not going to because today starts the beginning of our life together and we won't tarnish it with the likes of them. So if any of this triggers a bit in your head of seeming similar in any respect know that the light is at the end of the tunnel but you have to walk yourself and your twin flame down it and nobody but you can do it together with help from mother. Decide today that enough is enough and that you are going to conquer this and have in your life that which you deserve!! Love to you all..

Sunday, 2 January 2005 - 3:35 PM EST

It is Sunday January 2nd 2005! Happy New Year to you all.
I want to thank Mrs. G for sharing your thoughts and to hear about the struggles that you have had along the way to the rewarding result of marrying your twin flame!! I tell you, with a lump in my throat how encouraging your story was to me. It was a breath of fresh air to hear about simular struggles that I am going through, even saying that you are not going insane. I have known about my twin flame for over a year now however it wasn't until meeting Lady Dyanna that I truely understood the amazing significance of this connection. Then everything took on a whole new perpective for me in my life as well as for his. I am so grateful to her for her patience, guidence and insights into my life as well as my twin flame life. I am now just on the verge of moving out of my house and stepping into my new life. My higher self has shown me every step I needed to take at just the right time. I trust her more and more. Sure there has been chaos and lots of it but that is not going to stop me from getting through the tunnel and to the light at the end of it. I encourage all, as Mrs. G has encouraged us, to stay the course, keep aware, rely on your higher self and get up and keep going!! You can do it!! You are not alone!

Wednesday, 19 January 2005 - 12:57 PM EST

Hi Anita, Hi Mrs. G:

Congrats Mrs. G. on your wedding! Anita, good luck with your new house!!!

I know that my TF and I will be wed, how long it takes is up to him at the moment, he's still in the 'accepting' stage, and after seeing what he experienced last night and what he's doing today, I know he's well on his way...(well ok, we both have to sign our divorce papers, ROFL, but that'll happen quickly too)..I know we're already 'married' and we will stay that way, no matter what..

Anita, there is always chaos, but we learn how to 'deal' with it, using the right tools, and amazingly it's gone!

I for one cannot thank 'Mother' enough, would I have come to terms with this without her, I probably would have but many many years later..so I am truly indebted to her for helping me to understand the significance of this TF relationship, and to help me bring my TF forward too!

Love
Anna

Wednesday, 19 January 2005 - 4:10 PM EST

Hello back to you Anna!!

Thank you for your well wishes on my move. Right now I have one foot in my new place and one foot in the house I'm moving from. It has been frustrating especially for my higher self. However, she is patient with me, but for only so long. She is now strongly encouraging me to get up and keep moving!! I can only forge ahead and not pay attention to that which keeps being thrown in my way. Yes, you are right, there is always chaos, and I AM learning how to deal with it using the tools that I am learning from our dear "Mother"!!!

From the depts of my heart and with much conviction, this is truly a journey of the soul. This is what I keep coming back to all of the time, day in and day out. Nothing else fits anymore. I cannot go back otherwise I will regret and die. I am making a conscience choice every day to listen to my soul/my higher self. And when I get directed by her, the directions come in the form of a "feeling". I have always "felt" the right directions, then I check it out with her and when I get the go ahead, then I act without hesitation!! And I have to say that EVERY single time I act without hesitation, there is progress and no disappointments!! I have even done things that I would not normaly act on, but when I do follow through I am usually shown that it is a necessary step or action to the greater purpose. Sometimes the actions/steps have been something small like showing up at a place at the time my higher self says for me to show up. Or driving on a different road than usual and wondering why I am there at that time, then to be shown that I passed my twin flame. Had I gone the way that I usually do, I would not have passed him. This happened recently, and I passed him on the road 2 different times that day. I also had a 2 hour talk with him that day with his higher self in place during the whole time!! This exhausted his body however, but it was progress. As I look back, I realized that day was totally orchestrated by the two higher selves!!! So, I don't know if this helps, but listening, and always being aware of the promptings of your higher self leads you in the right direction!!

Another thing that I feel led to say is that when you concentrate and maintain the relationship with his higher self and have him (and not the body) be your focus, you calm down!!! The benefits of being in a calm space are amazing. I am just learning this and it has been key for me. The more calm I am and comfortable I am, the more I see forward movement.

I too can not thank Lady Dyanna enough!!! The knowledge and the depth of her caring is amazing beyond words!!

Take care, Anna. Thank you for sharing what is going on with you. I am like a sponge.... wanting to learn, desiring to learn and I learn from what Lady Dyanna says and from what others are going through. We do need to support each other.

Anita

Thursday, 20 January 2005 - 7:06 AM EST

Anita:

I too have calmed down tremendously since I started concentrating on his HS and not his body..what a difference. I just 'feel' calmer, even when there is chaos around me, I seem to be able to stay calm and centered..everyone around me has already commented on it..so it's definitely something that is happening and noticable to my friends/family and it's something that is totally different for me, ROFL!!!

I am able to watch my HS integrate into his 'body' I quess or I can 'see' how he is bringing the body to awareness, I quess that's what I mean..and it's an incredible experience and I am so very proud of him!!! Especially since we started with a 'body' that had NO clue so to speak..and then the ego reared up and got squashed and now he's able to get the body to accept, with little resistance..

I too am like a sponge and I am very glad that I Dyanna got this up for us, I hope we all can talk on here and share our experiences and what where we are in the process.

O, I moved out of the house my ex-husband and I lived in, right before Thanksgiving, I am living at my parents house with my youngest daughter, my 2 older girls are still at the house with their father..it's been hard, especially on my youngest..but we're hanging in there.

Anna

Thursday, 20 January 2005 - 9:32 AM EST

I saw there were a couple here that also experienced the calmness that is coming to me from focussing on the HS instead of on the body.

Interestingly enough, I've always been one of highs and lows, but since starting to work with Lady D I've found an inner calmness that is hard to explain.

I still struggle, from time to time, in seeing that things will work out because we have a very, very long way to go. Yet, I hold out faith....and I Work like never before. I refuse to allow myself to speak negative affirmations and work hard to keep from even allowing myself to think them.

Yes, it's a lot of hard work - in the end, it's always worth it...and the work never ends, just changes. :-)

Thursday, 20 January 2005 - 9:53 AM EST

I'm not seeing my previous comments. Is there a filter or is something not working right or am I just doing something wrong? :-(

Thursday, 20 January 2005 - 10:29 AM EST

Anna
Thank you for responding. Just reading about you being able to stay calm and centered encourages me allot. Seems from what you've said that you have been able to be calm for a while now. I am just now getting it and I find that I blow it from time to time, then get back to that calm feeling again.

It's amazing that you can watch and "see" how your twin flame's HS is bringing the body to awareness. I have to be honest and say that I wish I could "see" as you do this transformation take place in my twin flame's body!! He's ego rears up constantly and often pushes the HS aside. However, since I have been focusing my love more on the higher self than his body, I've seen his higher self become stronger and stronger. This body has a hugh ego that often rears up which can be very frustrating. I'm now feeling more of the higher self taking over little by little and I'm constantly thanking his HS for the progress he is making because this guy is a challenge and there is resistance. Oh, I'd love to see like you... I would enjoy that very, very much!!

Thanks Anna for sharing. Hearing about your journey, helps allot!

Let's keep talking!!

Thursday, 20 January 2005 - 12:21 PM EST

Anita:

I don't know how 'amazing' it is at times, sometimes, and only sometimes (like now) it drives me crazy, lol.

I wrote somewhere else on the Blog just today about watching him progress, when I get pulled into his progess (when he connects with me and talks to me) it is hard for me to not do anything in the physical. I think for me right at this moment, knowing he knows and is aware and believes in this, is hard for me to 'wait for K', he's coming forward that is without a doubt..his HS is moving him forward quickly now..alot quicker than I had anticipated, and I think alot quicker than Dyanna thought too, lol..

I don't feel him balking at all, which means his ego is not balking, which means he's accepting this is REAL and he's accepting that it is inevitable that he will have to reach out to me in the physical.

The only time I get discombulated is when he reaches out to me telepathically (which is happening alot since last Thursday, when I was told 'he believes")..I quess he's 'testing' his ability to reach me telepathically..which is fine..then he draws back, which is fine too..but for me, knowing what he truly wants and seeing him and feeling him experience it at the same time I do, and KNOWING that he knows we're experiencing it at the same time, well, it does get hard to stay 'calm and centered'..when he pulls back, I quickly return to centered and calm, lol..I know he has got to do this and I am a part of his awakening, so very much a part of it..

This is hard to explain..when he experiences something now, I am right there with him, his 'body' is aware that I am there, so I think that's where I am having trouble with not wanting to reach out to him physically and say "YES, this or that really happened!!'..

He does have someone to talk to, it's his sister-in-law and brother, she is psychic, I am not 100% sure they are TF's too, but I know that when my TF calls her to talk to her about what he is experiencing, she can connect with me (ofcourse, since I am a part of him). At first, she would relay information back to him. Since Saturday he says to her 'I can hear her'. That is a good sign and I know he can hear me all the time even when he is not talking to her on the phone..I believe his testing our communication telephathically, just not sure how many more times he will have to do that before he reaches out physically. All I do know is that he is quickly moving forward to accepting this connection/incredible love that we have together..

How long was this reply, lol..it's nice to talk to others that are experiencing the same thing!



Anna

Thursday, 20 January 2005 - 9:29 PM EST

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